Quote of The Week

"We will rust before we wear out."

--87 year old USO Greeter, and WWII veteran, Bill Knight from a PBS show The Way We Get By--

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Day Nine













1ST SATURDAY WEIGH-IN AND 1ST SET OF PICTURES
Here are three pics representing the past, the present, and the future -- my version of the Christmas Carol.

We have the college Bill @ 185LBS in the red sweater in the Spring 1985 (left). Picture two (center) is Egg Nog Bill @ 245LBS from November 2009. (Note I am holding a Starbuck's Egg Nog Latte--Yummy). Next year I think I will order one tall per week as my treat during the season instead of a couple a day in various sizes. I don't even want to share the calorie, fat, or sugar content of each size, too embarrassing. And the last picture (right) is Future Bill from Halloween 2002 with my sweet Emma (age 2.8). This is how I picture my future if I don't change my life. Sound familiar? I call myself Ebenezer Fat in this picture. Red sweater Bill is obviously the healthy goal. I need a better catch phrase for a healthy Bill. Will let you know what I come up with.

So today is the first weigh-in day. How did I do? Well, my weight this morning -- Jan. 9, 2010 -- is ...241 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!! TEN POUNDS.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Day Eight

SNOW & EXERCISE

Up early today. Off to the Y and then on the road by 7am to Illinois for sales calls all day.

Yesterday shoveled our circle driveway. Thank God the snow was powder. Took me about an hour and a half to clean the driveway, my car, and the sidewalk. Then I pushed myself late in the day and hit the Y too. Another 30 minutes on weights and then 40 minutes on the Gerbils {elliptical (32 min) and treadmill (11 min)}. Pushing myself after reading the WSJ article I mentioned on Tuesday. Dr. Williams in another WSJ journal from Monday stresses that more exercise is better. I have to say I agree. When I worked in construction all day one summer in college, it was like being at the gym all day.

Anyway, all this activity started making me think about when, in my life, I was the most fit. I hate to admit that it has only been a handful times that I was at my absolute prime. That is not to say that I have not been healthy through various stages (ages).

Below is the chronology of where I have been over the years (in ages):
  • 0-8 Average
  • 9-15 (Increasingly overweight) My family Doc described me as mildly obese when I was in Sixth Grade. On Jan. 13, 1979, in eighth grade, I severely sprained my ankle playing Basketball (Lourdes vs. St. Clement), and I was fitted with a cast. One week later got chickenpox. The perfect storm. I went from 210 lbs to about 175 lbs over that two to three week stretch. When I sprained my ankle, I stayed in bed for week. My mom and grandmother fed me. I would not get up except to use the bathroom. Went back to school for a week and then poof, chickenpox. I was 5' 10" at the time. My highest weight prior to this event was 220 lbs. Needless to say I was a "big" kid. My waist at one point was 44". Ouch!
  • 15-41(overall healthy) During high school, my weight stabilized and fell within 185-195 lbs. In college, I do recall gaining weight freshman year which is very common. I topped out at 205 my sophomore year first semester. Horrified, I became more active and watched what I ate. Of course, nothing for BF, a Snickers for lunch, lots of Diet Pepsi with Nutra-death (sweet), and regular dinner was the daily routine. Hardly healthy. So in the spring of that year I come home at 177lb and felt great. But I remember Joe Schweppe, my best friend, being freaked out by how skinny I was. I did manage to again keep myself within a range of 185-195.
  • 42-46 Slowly I have gained weight since "retiring" from ice hockey. So that as of Dec. 31, I maxed out at 251 lbs.

(I will come back to these different stages later to into a little more depth about where I was mentally during these stages and how it related to my gain and loss of weight.)

So throughout my adult life, I have struggled a couple more times. I think my previous high to this past Dec. 31, 2009 was about 230 lbs while I attended graduate school. A couple of years out of college I started playing adult ice hockey and joined Bally's. Those two activities largely kept me within an acceptable weight range. I would say that in my late 30's I played hockey in the 205-210 pound range. Not my ideal playing weight.

My healthiest, strongest, most fit times are only a few. The summer of 1986, I lived with my Dad and his second wife in Scottsdale, Arizona, where Dad was a VP Accountant for McCarthy Brother's West Coast Division. He got me a summer job working for MCB at the Phoenician Resort which McCarthy was building at the foot of Camelback Mountain. I have never been in better shape in my entire life. Everyday I would start work as an unskilled laborer at 5 am, before the heat, and for 7.5 hours (and 30 min lunch break), I moved dirt with a shovel, tamped it down, and jackhammered holes in the granite for re bar for the metal workers. I had an absolute blast. I ate everything in site. I would lose 5-10 lbs a week and still eat like a maniac. I did not have an ounce of fat on me. This only lasted the summer.

Then my senior year I took a phys-ed weight training class and I ran 2 miles a day, five days a week. But grad school changed all that.

I do also recall playing in a hockey tournament in Kirkwood when Henry (my youngest) was a little over a year old (spring 2004). I worked my weight down to 187 lbs and played out of my mind. In fact, my other best friend, Big Daddy (Matt Bradley) who I played with remembered that I played like I was a completely different person. In fact, this summer he mentioned that tournament and how well I skated. It meant a great deal to me that he remembered. I do recall feeling like I was a feather skating on the ice. I played twice a week at the time. A couple of people on the team and one of the wives came up to me after the last game and said "I did not know you were such a good skater." That should have set off all kinds of light bulbs, bells, whistles, sirens, you name it, but it glazed right over me like icing on a donut.

Now that I mention it, I also recall that when I lost all that weight in grade school, I became fast. And in first grade, I won the boys race on field day. I am not bragging. I realize now how much potential fun I have been missing out on.

AND THAT MUST END NOW.

So, from now on I will be posting pics of me in various stages on the blog and commenting on them for inspiration. I am by no means a vain person. My purpose is to remind me of my health potential. I have a goal in mind: 90 years of age. I am not sure I can pull that off since I have tortured my body for so many years in so many ways, but I will give it a shot. I would like to make 84 at least and be married to Suz for 50 years. That would be an accomplishment in today's world!

Sorry this blog is so long. Side note: No flu for Suz. I think she is suffering from Post-Christmas Stress Syndrome {PCSS}. It sounds crazy, but I am sure someone has written a paper on it already. Ha Ha. She takes after her Dad. One minute you think she is going to die and then she is up doing laundry.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Day Seven

Yesterday I had to rush the workout, one hour on elliptical, because I think Suz is coming down with the flu and maybe the Swine Flu. So I had to cart the kids around. But I still managed to work in 50 minutes. I could have gone longer but I pushed myself harder so I figure that made up for the slightly shorter workout.

Today's snow will be a challenge with Suz's bug to boot. But I will force myself to make it to the Y somehow. My guess is that the kids will be home.

Dropped by Trader Joe's yesterday to scout it out. Did buy some serving sized packages of roasted almonds, unsalted. I am not a huge fan of raw almonds. I did use a serving right before I hit the gym. Also before that, I went to lunch with the boss yesterday too @ Bandana's--Turkey Lunch Plate with double slaw on the side. I love the garlic bread but only ate less than half of one piece. Had two glasses of ice water.

I was tired yesterday. After lunch I had the yawns. But going to the gym helped with that. Did not sleep too well Tuesday night again, but I can't let that stop me from my goal. Gotta keep pushing.

The first two weeks are brutal, but after today seven more days until things start to get better and Saturday is weigh-in day. Eager to see where I am. Taking it one day at a time is a big help. Have not wavered from the food plan. And with each day it gets easier. I get stronger. There are temptations all around me. but I am focused on the prize. Plus I am noticing how much better I feel from avoiding the slop I would normally consume.

I had to make dinner last night with Suzanne out of commission. I would not survive as a single parent. I made some kind of pan grilled chicken breast thing with breadcrumbs, parm, salt and pepper. (Of course under Suzanne's directions) It was tasty because I was starving. And we ate brussel sprouts as the veggie side. The kids had Whole Foods mac and cheese from the box as their starch. I did not. Orange for dessert.

I am feeling cleaner everyday.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Day Six

B E WA R E - -R E S O L U T I O N I S T S ARE TAKING OVER THE GYM!

Count me in as one of them. So 30 minutes of weights and 30 on the elliptical. Felt strong and could have gone longer. A good nights sleep does wonders for the body and the mind. Needless to say that the Y is very busy these days.

So I have decided to reward myself for every ten pounds that I lose. The catch is not with food. So instance, once the first ten pounds disappear, I am ordering a subscription to American Poetry Review, which I have not received since I was in college. It is a monthly paper form journal of American poetry, and interviews of various poets, known and unknown. This will give me a goal to work toward in small steps so that I am not overwhelmed by the amount of weight I have to lose.

There is an excellent article in the Wall Street Journal (WSJ) today about the benefits of exercise and how much it effects overall health. I also posted this article on FB for my friends if this link does not work. Please check in out if you get the chance.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Day Five

The Gerbil Machine workout at the Y was magnificant. Thank God for I-Pod's. My current listening obsession is Enigma (Electronica). Something, five year sago I would not have touched with a ten foot pole. But the beats get me into a running trance and before I know it my time is up. Could only manage 50 min on the Gerbils. Too tired and too many Resolutionist at the Y.

I used to love running outside, but my knees and back can't take it anymore. That could change as the weight falls off. And my goal is to get back into the hockey gear. I know a friend who know a St. Peter's parishoner who plays pick up with a bunch of "old guys" like me on Wednesday and Friday mornings @ 6 am. So I might have an in.

Was famished at dinner but I did not over eat or clean the plates with my mouth.

Keep in mind that the blogs will be a day behind.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Day Four

I have never been happier for a Monday after the long Christmas Holiday. I am ready to get at it across all parts of my life: job, home, and new health.

I will suggest, for those runners who hate running in this cold weather, a little house cleaning, and re-arranging can do a lot for you. I am lucky to have a wife who periodically must move furniture throughout the house just to create a change of scenery. I must admit it certainly makes one feel like they moved without moving. Think of the savings and the sweaty workout to go with it. Thank you Suzanne. (Suffice it to say.....despite my initial grunts and huffs, we moved beds and desks around yesterday in addition to the X-Mas tear down and the couch removal).

Dragging a little bit today (did not sleep well), but I am looking forward to the one hour on the Gerbil Machines (treadmills) later this afternoon.

I am finding more ways in which I eat. I am embarrassed to confess and admit that I am the dish washer who cleans the dishes with his mouth. (WHO IS THAT GUY?! ha ha).

As far as food goes.....I am mixing up breakfast with, Eggbeaters, oatmeal, Kashi's Go Lean Crunch (thank you John and Katie Jackson) which is much better than Grapenuts because more fiber, protein and almighty flavor. Grapenuts tastes like dry dog food.

Lunch is a mixed bag for now. It could be leftovers from the previous night's dinner, or a turkey sandwich. When I am on a sales lunch, the plan is Chicken Cesar Salad, dressing on the side and no croutons. I am watching how much I eat rather than what I am eating. I figure that with the shear volume of consumption I subjected myself to that just by staying within BLD (breakfast, lunch and dinner) and by my keeping the small fruit, veggie, water in-between meal meals to stave off the HUNGRYS, then my mass should come off. At least until I hit a wall, which by then I will have to refine the meal plan.

One suggestion in yesterdays Parade also stated eating your starch before 2PM. So today I had two peices of whole wheat bread with my turkey.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Day Three Sunday

No official work out today but I had one anyway. We (I) took down the X-Mas tree. Lots of up and down the stairs, boxes etc. Then my niece Jackie, her fiance Ryan and their friend Kevin, came to pick up the hefty Arhaus couch which was in my office upstairs. I helped take it to their pick-up. Who needs a workout? Once we got the thing outside sweat poured off my face and steam was coming off my bald head. Then back inside to put a guest bed in my office. I am tired to say the least.

There is an excellent article in today's Parade Magazine (in Sunday's St. Louis Post-Disgrace) about "Easy Ways To Lose Weight." Number four, which is number one for me, is BAN MINDLESS NIBBLING. Our pantry was my escape to the Land of Mindless Nibbling---WELL, NO MORE. The article can be found on pg 12.

We went to PF Chang's last night with DeDe (my mother-in-law). I dined on two glasses of wine, and I ate Almond & Cashew Chicken. Boy was it tastey. Could not finish it so I took the leftovers home for today's lunch. The old Bill would have stuffed himself like it was the last meal before I attempted to find the source of the Nile, but of course without physically backpacking to discover Nile's source. Ha Ha.

Overall, I am holding strong. I keep telling myself that the first two weeks will be the toughest (pure hell and torture). But as long as I stay focused, the plan will become "first nature" (first nature seems to fit better than second nature).

I will admit, as I confessed to Suzanne yesterday, that I have been consuming a huge amount of unhealthy food. Her response, "ah, duh". So now I am famished in between meals because that is how much I consumed. I am not really hungry. My body is just used to consuming all day long. I was really working hard at it to, obviously. What I am doing to help myself combat the pangs, you might ask?

I am eating fruit. I am keeping myself to BLD (Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner). But I am eating fruit and drinking plenty of water when I get the HUNGRYS. I will add portioned nuts down the road. I told Suz to buy the portioned little packs of raw almonds for now until I can fully control my portions. I also rate my hunger from one to six (six being full and one starving). I find that generally I want to stay in the 2-5 range.

NOTES TO READERS/FOLLOWERS: Please feel free to make suggestions regarding things you have found help you in your journey to health and fitness. Please know that you are a big part of helping me stay focused on this journey. Write you tomorrow